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Sunday, June 5th, 2005

Time:6:15 pm.

goodbye.

Subject:ATTENTION.
Time:2:15 am.

fucking fuck fuck fuck.

THIS GOES TO ALL OF YOU.

if you are going to shittalk, make up lies about me, spread bullshit around, or anything else that should have ended once you got to high school, i will cut you off in a snap without feeling bad about it in the least bit.

i WILL NOT deal with any of that.


new lj, aim, and myspace coming within the next day or two. only some people will be told. apparently people cannot be trusted.
21 | open your eyes.

Time:1:05 am.
Mood: bored.
self reliant5650: so is dave on brit? heheh

um so let's not talk about how i read that at first. dies


anyway. today was super boring and i don't really have anything to say.

i tried to make ice cream with milk and sugar and ziplock bags blahblah. except i can't seem to make it freeze. i really have no cooking skills. at all. dies.
1 | open your eyes.

Saturday, June 4th, 2005

Subject:the honorary title
Time:2:43 am.
Mood: hungry.
so i got to mohawk at about 9:40pm and there were some old people standing around outside drinking blahblah. so i was like whatev and i walked in and this oldish guy was like "do you have id?" and i was like "no, i'm just here for the lucero show" and he was like "well you need id" and i was like "i didn't bring any, but i swear i'm 18" and he was like "well how am i supposed to know that?" and i was like "really, i promise i'm 18" so he kind of hesitated and looked at the guy taking money and finally he was like "fine just go. go straight to the back room and don't go near the bar". so then i went to the guy sitting there taking money and he was like "what's the problem, you don't have id?" and i was like "yeah, all the times i've been here they've never asked for id so i figured i didn't need it" so he was like "yeah it's fine, whatever". so then i just sort of wandered around and stuff

some random band was first. they were old people. i didn't even realize i was supposed to be paying attention to them until after they started. they made all the old people who were drinking dance. i liked watching them dance.

went to look at the tht merch. jarrod was at the table setting stuff up. i think he was tired and slightly drunk and slightly hungover. hahaha awesome

i went to my spot for cory branan. it was just him and his acoustic guitar. he was nuts. he is jarrod's heroin buddy. neat. i love him. after his set was over we talked to him a little and he shook our hands lmao. he was enthusiastic.

the honorary title is magical. i don't even know what to say about them. there was some weird rap music going on during their set? hahaha dies. good times. i got a setlist woo

so during tht's last two songs or so, my mom decided to call me like six times. no joke. she only left one voicemail, though, so i guess that was good? but so afterwards i called my mom back and i was expecting her to be like "yeah i'm waiting outside" but she was like "yeah i'm just calling to tell you i'm leaving grand island now. i'll be there in 20 minutes". dies

and cory branan sold out of cds. lame. so lynne and i went to talk to him. he is very nice and very enthusiastic.

my mom came at 1:15am and lucero hadn't even started yet. not a big deal because i didn't have a need [or desire, really] to see them. i bet they will play until 3am dies
2 | open your eyes.

Friday, June 3rd, 2005

Subject:magical.
Time:6:23 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
HOMG so the babies were on trl today. homg adrsflkjgdsf. it really was one of the most intense moments ever. wow. i'm so proud of them. it's absolutely nuts to compare where they are now to where they were two years ago, but i'm so so happy for them.

and i'm lame and got really excited about joe's snapcase shirt [woo buffalo boys] hahaha dies


i went to bed before 3am last night. mainly out of boredom. sure it took a while to fall asleep, but it's the thought that counts, right? hahaha

the job interview seemed to go well. she didn't really ask normal interviewish questions and i was done within ten minutes. she seemed to be favorable to me, so hopefully this will work out

woo tht tonight
7 | open your eyes.

Time:3:31 pm.
Mood: good.
because rachel [_mylifestory] demanded me to... haha

List your current six favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same.

1. taking back sunday "cute without the e [cut from the team]"
2. punchline "yearlong winter"
3. fall out boy "champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends"
4. acceptance "so contagious"
5. kevin devine "probably"
6. circa survive "act appalled"

1. moonlights
2. __fivefiftytwo
3. punchlynne
4. anobodygirl
5. defythestars_
6. silveramethyst
12 | open your eyes.

Thursday, June 2nd, 2005

Time:7:57 pm.
Mood: confused.
i sort of missed my 3am deadline last night. by, oh, two hours :|

i went to pick out new glasses today. i ended up picking out glasses that are pretty similar to the ones i have now hahaha

job interview tomorrow homg

i guess the honorary title tomorrow night is at 10pm

sort of a lot has been thrown at me lately and it's done nothing but confuse me. i'm not really sure how to feel about any of it. ahhhh idk. i just wish i could figure everything out.
9 | open your eyes.

Wednesday, June 1st, 2005

Time:3:25 pm.
Mood: good.
woo so i have a job interview at claire's on friday at 1:30pm

i went to bed at 3:30am. that is quite early for me. amz

i don't think i have anything else to say
12 | open your eyes.

Time:12:35 am.
Mood: hungry.
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5 | open your eyes.

Tuesday, May 31st, 2005

Time:9:35 am.
Mood: okay.
the internet is really boring this early in the morning.

went to bed after 4am because i don't even get tired until who knows when. woke up at 7:15am to get alexa ready for school [i was left by process of elimination].

and now i'm sitting here. i could go back to bed but that wouldn't really serve a purpose other than just laying there.

and i know even with only three hours of sleep last night i wont be tired until who knows when once again. dies
open your eyes.

Monday, May 30th, 2005

Time:8:03 pm.
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26 | open your eyes.

Sunday, May 29th, 2005

Time:11:57 pm.
Mood: good.
so tara's birthday party was today. had some good times with steve. he decided it would be a good idea to send some people random messages on aim hahaha dies. we had some oregon trail adventures. it was kind of weird though because when we tried to kill off people, they would just live forever. then we decided to be serious for a round, and the three times we floated the wagon it tipped over. the fourth time we had to cross a river we took a ferry lmao. but no, the wagon wouldn't tip over when we actually wanted it to. dies
10 | open your eyes.

Time:4:32 am.

homg happy birthday to amanda [admit_2thetruth]!!!!!

THROWS BIRTHDAY GLITTER
2 | open your eyes.

Saturday, May 28th, 2005

Time:10:51 pm.
Mood: good.
hahaha i keep going to play with my hair or move it but then i realize that i expect it to be. it's so weird having my hair so much shorter than it was before

went to taco bell for dinner. and then to target.

sour ice breakers are reallly good

i was sitting outside on the deck for over an hour but then i got too cold. it was kind of annoying because i'm getting bored of being inside.

tomorrow is tara's birthday party. hopefully the weather will be nice.
8 | open your eyes.

Time:2:31 am.
Mood: tired.
so today i got up before noon [!!] to go do paperwork to get a passport.

at around 11pm i decided it was time for an escape so i went for a walk with tara. i'm almost positive that anyone who saw us thought we were drunk. loud talking, laughing about nothing, and veering occured. it randomly started raining really hard and abruptly stop. very good times.

tomorrow i am going to get a haircut. i'm getting a whole lot of hair cut off so i'm a little nervous about that.


ps; i love my friends a lot. they are amz in every sense of the word.
open your eyes.

Subject:oh yeah, you caught me. but i caught you on worse.
Time:1:09 am.

i know this hurts, it was meant to
your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
and it's mind over you don't don't matter


really i just don't even know what your problem is. self righteousness never suited you.

boys like you are overrated. so save your breath

you don't get it. you never have. you never will. the more you say you get it, the more it proves that you NEVER HAVE and NEVER WILL.

boys like you, you try too hard to look not quite as desperate

you're nothing but a liar and a fake. someone will call you on your bullshit. so carry on faking it like you matter, but it's nothing more than that; it never will be more than that.

you know that I could crush you with my voice

it's time that you get over yourself. really.

i've seen sinking ships go down with more grace than you


we remember you and the way you can't ever say anything to our faces. what are you in it for? the music or the misery?

they say "you want a war, you've got a war"
but who are you fighting for?
the tide's out, the ship's run aground
we drown traitors in shallow water

8 | open your eyes.

Thursday, May 26th, 2005

Time:4:01 pm.
Mood: happy.
wooooo so bayside was supposed to be playing a show the same day as head automatica, but some people used their brain and now bayside is playing the head auto show. i'm excited.

ANDDDDDDDD

july 3
the icon

reel big fish
punchline
american hi fi
el pus
zolof the rock and roll destroyer

yeahhhh i'm excited :]]]]]
16 | open your eyes.

Wednesday, May 25th, 2005

Subject:confidence rules present tense and it could shatter all my dreams
Time:8:05 pm.
Mood: okay.
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal
61 | open your eyes.

Time:4:45 pm.
Mood: okay.
i know what i need to do. there's two things. i know i'll feel infinitely better once i do these two things. i just wish they weren't so fucking scary.

i'm still in shock about glassjaw being alive again. i'm just beyond excited. wow.

anyone know if bella lea is good? they're coming here but i'm not sure if i want to go. their music kinda makes me think eisley. no idea who's opening.

who's the liar, i'm the coward
4 | open your eyes.

Time:1:39 am.
Mood: pensive.
dsfklsdahf homg i need to make words appear

and praise chorus isn't really helping at the moment. dies
open your eyes.

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